12 Behaviors Common In Adult Victims Of Childhood Emotional Abuse

February 21, 2018
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How you were treated in your past can cast a shadow over your life. 

Have you ever wondered why you act a certain way?

You may find it hard to make new friends, or trust in relationships. Maybe you’re prone to outbursts of anger in response to the tiniest things, or, perhaps you tend to completely avoid confrontation and fights at all costs, holding all of your feelings inside until you feel like you’re going to burst?

Chances are it’s learned behavior in response to the way you were raised. The experiences we have as children can directly influence almost every aspect of their adult lives, from interpersonal relationships to their own sense of self, and nowhere is that more obvious than in people who have been victims of childhood emotional abuse.

“Emotional and verbal abuse can take a variety of forms. It can include name calling and saying hateful things. It can include constant comparisons between siblings, or calling a child “stupid,” or “fat” or “ugly” or “a loser.” It can be mocking or holding a child up to shame, embarrassing her in front of her friends or even strangers. It can also include abandonment or threat of abandonment,” explains Kathleen Kendall-Tackett, from the Family Research Laboratory at the University of New Hampshire.

“Past abuse can influence your ability to trust others, make friends, and have relationships that are not exploitive. Adult survivors are often isolated and are less satisfied with their relationships than adults who were never abused.”

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While there are numerous different ways childhood emotional abuse can manifest in someone as they age, there are a few behaviors that research has repeatedly identified which tend to indicate you may have experienced some form of emotional abuse as a child. The good news? Identifying your issues is the first step to healing from them. If you find yourself nodding along with the following 12 things, it’s worth booking in to see a therapist, who can help you work through past trauma and develop healthier coping mechanisms.

1. You apologize all the time

If you were emotionally abused as a child, you might have been made to feel like you could never do anything right, and so as an adult, you’ll often find yourself apologizing for things, even in situations in which you haven’t actually done anything wrong.

2. You have attachment issues

You might have abandonment issues, always fearing people will leave you, or get sick of you. This usually occurs in people who were neglected as children or had an absent or emotionally unavailable parent. 

3. Or you find it extremely hard to get close to people

If you have been emotionally abused, especially by a family member or someone you trusted. you might be scared of getting close to people, or letting someone into your life, in an attempt to protect yourself from being hurt again.

4. You don’t know how to accept compliments

If you were constantly told negative things about yourself while you were growing up, it may be hard to believe someone when they compliment you. You may not believe them, or dismiss the positive comment completely.

5. You’re constantly second-guessing everything

When you have lived in a chaotic world filled with emotional abuse, you may find it hard to trust in anything. If something good happens to you, you’ll question how long it will last, or find yourself always second-guessing your decisions and relationships.

6. You’re always trying to people-please

People who were told they weren’t good enough as children, or had to placate the adults in their life to avoid outbursts of abuse or anger, often grow up to be chronic people-pleasers.

7. You’re terrified of conflict and confrontations

Victims of verbal forms of abuse will often be terrified of confrontation, and so as they grow up, will attempt to avoid conflict at all costs. If this sounds like you, the idea of a confrontation generally induces immense anxiety and will activate the fight-or-flight response – and you’ll almost always choose flight.

8. You’re incredibly indecisive

If part of your childhood abuse was being made to feel like you always did the wrong thing, or could never live up to expectations, you might find it difficult to make concrete decisions as an adult, because you’re still terrified of getting it wrong and the consequences of choosing the incorrect option.

9. You ask obvious questions

Victims of abuse will often doubt themselves – and their relationships. This can result in an insatiable need for validation, sought through the asking of obvious questions such as, “Do you still love me?” and “You’re not going to leave me, are you?” in an attempt to maintain a sense of security.

10. You have extremely low self-esteem

One of the most common effects of childhood abuse is an extremely low self-esteem. Children who are repeatedly told they’re worthless or not good enough can end up believing these messages and internalize them, resulting in low self-worth in adulthood.

12. You’re self-deprecating

Because you were raised to believe you always did everything wrong, as an adult, you end up constantly putting yourself down, or emotionally bashing yourself for every mistake, long after the spilled milk has been cleaned up.

12. You’re a perfectionist

Victims of childhood abuse will often feel the need to prove their worth as adults and obsess about doing a task to perfection to overcompensate for their sense of failure as children.

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Comment: Do you relate to any of these signs? Do you think they could be a result of your childhood experiences? 

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