I still think of her daily. And it still hurts.
There were red flags, but I didn’t notice.
Sometimes the most loving thing you can do, is to walk away.
Fasten your seatbelts, this is going to be a bumpy ride.
To the boy who never did anything wrong, but also never did anything right:
I made a bad decision and I don’t expect him to forgive me.
Content notice: suicidal images.
I knew Marcus was no longer Marcus.
The lyrics are pretty self-explanatory.
Excuse #1: “It’s not over, it’s just a bad patch”.
Falling out of love is a slow, subtly creeping process, one that at various stages can easily be confused with any number of ordinary relationship lows such as complacency lagging libido, never-ending arguments, and boredom. When you’re living in a healthy, non-threatening situation it makes sense to do everything you to can to maintain a relationship that still holds the promise of love, passion, compatibility and security. But if your “low patch” has being going on for months and months, it’s time to get out.
Excuse # 2: “No one will never ask me out again – and even if they did, who wants to go through the horrors of dating again?!”
Even if you are perfectly hideous (which I am sure you are not!) there are sure to be plenty of equally vile creatures simply dying to make your acquaintance – the world just works that way. Even so, putting yourself back “on the market” can be a really terrifying prospect, especially if you’re lugging around a bruised ego, guilt, a sense of failure, or are broken hearted because you still love your ex but it just wasn’t working out. When you are going through this poxy stage just remind yourself that the fun and lovable babe your ex first met and fell in love with is still inside you, she’s just been emotionally bound and gagged. You’ll know when you’re ready to let her loose again. We owe it to ourselves to take risks and not realise at 90 that life is very short.
Excuse #3: “He’s not that bad.” Do you really want to spend the next 75 years with “not that bad”?
When was the last time you thought about what you’re getting from your current relationship? Do this: make an actual list. If the pro and con sides are relatively balanced may that’s good enough for you. Remember that no relationship is perfect and you can’t expect to get everything you need from one person. “He’s not that bad” is a also an excuse uttered by a terrifying number of women bearing the black eyes and fat lips of domestic violence. If you are being abused, verbally, emotionally or physically, bolt first and ask questions later. Understand this: when choosing our partners we never get more than we think we deserve.